Did I mention my baby is turning 20? Yep on the 12 of January.
Did I mention my baby is having a baby? Yep a girl.
I know this is all about my baby but.........

What is it we do when our children are grown and we are left alone?
Or family had a big party all my kids were there talking about their lives and how they were doing this and that. I just watched them and realized that their lives are going on and mine has stopped.

I use to be fun, thin, happy and interesting.
I am non of the above.
Now what?