Why do we always think that our circumstances are others fault?
Why do we always think that others care?
Why do we not take responsibility for who and what we are?
Do we not make our own choices?
Do we not have our own minds?
Why do we hide behind what ales us instead to doing what is right?
Life is what we make it and laying around wining and blaming everyone but ourselves is just stupid.
Let me be real, strip all of the walls away let me do what so few will do.
Let me tell you the TRUTH!
I spent my life blaming everyone else for me not being happy.
I spent my life having everyone else pay for my existence.
I spent my whole life making excuses being a sponge.
I not you or anyone else made my life the way it is.
I am the one that can stop talking about it and stand up.
I am the one who can change my existence.
Now....
It is time to pay the piper, pay my way to see what is real and let go of what was and take control of me no one else just me.

and I am :)